Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Telekinesis - Levitation and the Mind Body Problem

I cannot say for certain, but I think I levitated myself. I have dreams about me levitating quite often and that is not what I mean. It was a rainy work day and I was walking to the bus stop. I slipped on a muddy spot and fell. I managed to brace myself with my palms that sent a shock through to my collar bone (it hurt a bit and was sore for a few days after). I had thought my clothes were dirty or wet from the contact with the ground, but there was no mud or water on them - not even on my hands. I was hoping I could use it as an excuse for going back home - no such luck.

I have given a lot of thought to that incident and can only come to the conclusion that my body did not make contact with the ground but rather with something solid above the ground. My mind re-identified the ground's location to my body and my body reacted as though it were fact. This brings up the mind/body problem. Let's suppose that PSI is not a physical phenomenon but simply the non-physical transmission and reception of information. Let's further suppose that this transferal and reception of information happens through a process of mind but is not originated in mind (the information does not originate from within the mind nor from the physical environment, but affects the physical body associated with the mind in question - that is another discussion; See 'Involution').

If mind, or consciousness - the ability to gather and process information - is a crucial factor, then living things could be levitated while non-living things (objects) could not be levitated (affected by thought). A mind or a consciousness is essential on both ends - reception and transmission. A thought reassigning the location of a surface should be able to affect living entities but not objects attached to living entities. A person should be able to re-identify the physical location of an underlying surface to a plant (or to their own bodies for that matter) causing the plant (or their own body) to reposition itself the indicated distance above the actual underlying surface. This should be done, however, in the absence of a pot or other such container that would constrain the movements of the plant's roots.

That means you can leave your clothes on and they will be levitated with the body whereas a five-hundred pound weight would not.

Why a plant rather than an earthworm? Because plants are passive and receptive.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Facebook Post Simulated Reality Group - 10-21-2010

For a person to say that this world might be a simulation, and to feel it strongly, is for that person to be in a state of de-realization.

What is de-realization?

De-realization is a psychological state in which reality appears to not be reality. There is a sensed separation between the self and reality which surrounds it. Many psychological states have this as a symptom - schizophrenia, depression, Enlightenment, religious euphoria, alienation - just to name a few.

The latter is what interests me at the moment. De-realization and the idea of a simulated
Earth have in common the thought that the reality currently experienced is not the ultimate reality which can be attained or regained. Those of us who sense a false reality may be visitors from a different reality which we use as the source reference, unlike those others who do not sense a false quality to the current reality and believe it to be true and valid.

Derealization - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Derealization (DR) is an alteration in the perception or experience of the external world so that it seems strange or unreal.

The entry makes no mention of the condition in which the perception or the experience is not altered, no mention of the person who has never felt quite comfortable or at ease with the external environment and how their alteration in perception or experience would be to experience or to perceive the external world as being normal and not strange or false at all. That's how the internal reality of a simulation would appear to those persons belonging to and having their source from within the simulation. Only those persons or viewpoints, perspectives if you will, only those entities whose source lies external to the simulation (or alien world) would notice something awry or missing as they observed the internal environment of their surroundings.

Simulation, alien environment or psychological misstep, whichever it is one thing stands out: The deep-seated feeling that this is not home.


At minimum there are two groups: The Simulated and the Non-Simulated.

The awareness of the Simulated is a product of the Simulation, they can know nothing else. The awareness of the Non-Simulated is a by-produced of something which lies beyond the Simulation. The Non-Simulated are able to sense the false quality of the current reality because their awareness is based in an external source - if nothing else, a higher simulation! Their consciousness, for whatever reason, has been interjected into a simulated environment, this one. The current reality set may be a classroom, a prison, a trap - or all three at once - it is impossible to tell.

However, there is a problem: Repeated interjections into the simulation may well confuse the mind for a time; but too many interjections (reincarnations) and the mind begins to collect itself, it begins to remember.

Those of us who sense the Simulation have begun to remember.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Donnie Darko and Tangent Universes

I watched Donnie Darko for the first time today.

The movie is confusing and many people focus on time travel as an explanation why Donnie sees Frank. But this creates a logic loop. If there is no appearance of Frank, there is no future version of Donnie to kill Frank thus producing a Frank ghost to haunt Donnie.

Consider this: Two universes, one the primary and one the tangent or touching universe. They somehow come into contact, touching at different points in the same time-line. The primary universe, however, is at a point twenty-eight days earlier than the tangent universe, considering their mutual point of contact. This contact of primary and tangent creates a portal which primary Donnie uses to cross over into tangent Frank's universe, except that he crosses over from a point in the primary universe that is twenty-eight days earlier than the tangent universe. He then raises havoc in the tangent or touching universe causing events which normally would have never occurred. Primary Donnie Darko with a knowledge of the tangent future takes over tangent Donnie Darko and tries to disallow his future death in the twenty-eight day window.

Meanwhile, tangent Frank, now a ghost, tries to ensure that primary Donnie Darko goes back through the portal, warning him that if he doesn't return to his primary universe, the world will end - meaning that he, tangent Frank, will die an untimely death. It is not really stated but both universes will also be destroyed due to the presence of primary Donnie Darko in the tangent universe. I am guessing that the portal stays open and the universes cannot disconnect if primary Donnie Darko is not in his source universe.

It's not that primary Donnie closes the portal, he simply chooses not to use it a third time as an alternative to being killed by the falling jet engine. In other words, he uses the portal the first time to avoid the falling jet engine; he uses it a second time to return from the tangent universe back to the primary universe. Unfortunately, the portal is formed and is only open to a point in time just before the jet engine kills him.

Donnie Darko returns to his source universe to save his tangent girlfriend (the one he never met in the primary universe) so that she does not have to die in the tangent universe. It is interesting that he does it for the girl, not for the universe. He is unaware that his mother and his sister are on the jet.

When two universes touch, a portal appears, a kind of worm hole. If for some reason the two universes do not separate but continually remain in contact, they are both destroyed. In the movie the portal had its access points linked to the moment of the jet engine transfer. If primary Donnie does not use the portal to return to his primary universe, both universes will cease to exist. The dilemma is that the portal opens at two disastrous event points - a jet engine falling from the sky in the tangent universe, and a jet engine falling from the sky and killing primary Donnie in the primary universe. The jet engine falling is the common event for both universes so they aligned along this temporal node, but there is a time displacement of twenty-eight days and that causes a problem.


There is a current belief among the 2012 Ascension groups that the earth will soon divide into two earths - Planet A and Planet B. The problem with this planetary shift is that the Earth would not divide; but the entire universe. Like an amoeba reproducing the current universe would split into parallel versions of itself or parallel universes. If this ascension scenario is consistent, it would seem to indicate that all possible universes existent and becoming existent began with one universe which then divided and subdivided creating more and more parallel versions of the original.


I was doing research on the net and decided to punch in Sept 3 2010 (I'd had some dreams of a person whose birthday is on that day). I got an earthquake & tsunami prediction for the California coast:

A mega quake tsunami hits the north American west coast September 3rd 2010, costing countless lives and possibly collapsing the US economy into a real depression. After this, the east coast is supposed to get hit as well, in preparation for the invasion of the US by a multinational force lead by Russia and China.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

2012 Stuff...

There has been much discussion over the events of 2012, but it may be the Mayan prophecies do not address the entire human species. It may be the struggle and revelation foretold is meant to only affect certain individuals. These would be the ones who are currently going through a cycle of destruction and into a higher dimension of consciousness. If this is so, the affected individuals would have experienced an ego shattering episode in their lives corresponding to the last era's end - 1987 through 1998. If they have managed to survive the upheaval, they have been restructuring themselves and are due for major transformation December 21 2012. This might be what is meant by the Ascension. The years between December 21, 1999 through December 21, 2012 mark the beginning of the sixth era. By December 21, 2012 the sixth era will be fully in place, the transformation will have completed itself.

The feared world-ending catastrophe might refer to the ego-death of the consciousness, similar to that which occurs before the final stage of Enlightenment. If the above statements are valid, the Winter Solstice of 2012 doesn't mark the beginning of a transforming process - it marks the end.

Friday, July 23, 2010


When I wake up in the morning it feels as though I am being poured back into my body. I feel it enter through the center of the top of my head and it travels through my head to my spine where it travels down my vertebrae to the base of my spine and from there downwards to the backs of my knees. From there it goes down into my feet. Then I begin to feel as though I am being inflated. Sensation changes and I start to rise from a different place in my mind. Hearing returns and my body temperature goes up and I feel a need to stretch, like the muscles are waking up too. I remain at that level until I open my eyes. Then I can get up.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

The Problem with Lucid Dreaming

In Lucid Dreaming the Conscious Mind remains actively awake so that it can observe the workings of the SubConscious Mind. The danger in this is that the Conscious Mind can override the SubConscious and / or misinterpret the symbolic language the SubConscious Minds uses as its communication. (This is why Astral travelers often attach a silver cord to their astral bodies. It is the Conscious Mind maintaining a connection to the physical self for fear of losing its identity.)

Lucid Dreaming, like most Spiritual lessons, is not a thing to hold onto. It is to be experienced and let go of so that the newly discovered SubConscious Mind may continue its work unhindered by the limited scope of understanding which characterizes the Conscious Mind.

Enlightenment & Schizotypal Personalities

Schizotypal Personality: a mild genetic version of schizophrenia.

Schizotypal personalities are characterized by odd forms of thought, perception and beliefs. They may have bizarre mannerisms, an eccentric appearance, and speech that is excessively elaborate and difficult to follow. However, these cognitive distortions and eccentricities are only considered to be a disorder when the behaviors become persistent and very disabling or distressing.

Shamans, witch doctors, mystics, psychics and clairvoyants - all have schizotypal personalities.

“Enlightenment” is a neurological phenomenon that occurs when an individual is able to simultaneously and accurately comprehend (or utilize) all four cognitive functions - Thinking, Intuition, Sensation and Feeling*. There appears to be some form of cascade effect that causes an alignment of information in all four quadrants. Unconscious memories of seemingly contradictory perceptions are instead understood to be complementary. After enlightenment when not alone with one’s thoughts there is a tendency to live in the moment. I believe this is a result of finding a balance between intuition, which is future oriented, and sensing, which is past oriented. Prior to enlightenment a person with a dominant perceiving preference will tend to be preoccupied with the past or future. Enlightenment doesn’t mean that someone will suddenly acquire facts that they had never experienced, as this is physically impossible. Instead relationships are found between different memories so that a new and more complete understanding of the world is obtained. The first experience is that of tremendous clarity of thought. You wake up and you understand the world so completely and can’t understand why no one else understands because it is so obvious. There is a startling realization of thousands of things simultaneously.

*The difference between the Feeling Function and Emotions can be understood more clearly. The Feeling Function is a cortical capacity to recognize the presence or absence of harmony – between colors, tones, or human beings. By contrast, emotions are a limbic capacity to experience delight, anger, fear, grief.


The Biology of Religion

The Biology of Religion

Prof. Robert Sapolsky Bio 150/250, Spring 2002 Human Behavioral Biology

This is a long, long lecture; but very interesting.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Memory, the Imagination, and the Here & Now

What happens to Memory when the Conscious Mind stays focused on the Here & Now?

One thing that happens is that Memory ceases to function as fully as it once did. Short term events are easily forgotten or better stated, are not easily recalled. Dream events happen, yet the Conscious Mind has difficulty recounting them, even though it was easily done before.

The Conscious Mind is aware, but not conscious of, the Dream World. This may seem confusing until you realize the Dream World is where the SubConscious Mind / Higher Self plays with the Imagination and creates the Future. Memory deals with the Past.

The Past and the Future - Memory and the Imagination - are not functions of the Here & Now Consciousness.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Lucid Dreams and Other Lessons Learned

The Divinity beyond-being is absolute and absolutely annihilating. It is the source from which everything emanates, the power that brings all things into being. Come too close and the human subject disappears; if it is not contemplated, it attacks, invades, annihilates, then annihilates annihilation. It shatters the apparatus of the human organism.

The creator cannot enter into the creation without destroying that which is created.

Death comes when the mind is no longer able to maintain an association to matter - the physical body.


The Mind desires experience. Awareness makes it possible, the Consciousness makes it fact. No Intention to affect others in an abnormal fashion or something not in the normal course of events can be generated. That should satisfy the requirements.

The Subconscious Mind thinks about the request and considers the parameters. If there are no violations, the Consciousness brings it into existence. This requires an understanding of Spiritual laws - Dharma. You can't violate anyone's right to free will.

Glitches do not appear because the Perception parses and makes perceived reality consistent with what has come before. Take baby steps!

Any alteration of consciousness will first be viewed as insanity.


"Don't take away my insanity - it's the only thing I can be certain of."


I was happy because I thought the felicitous situation would continue. I was sad because I thought the same of less fortunate events - that it would continue and I would be lost. On both occasions, I was wrong.


"You never do discover the Truth. It just ceases to be an issue."


The area in between the node points is undefined. This is where Destiny happens.


On Lucid Dreaming -

In Lucid Dreams, the Conscious Mind receives information not normally available to it.


The Subconscious Mind creates in the dream realm but it is subservient to the Conscious Mind which rules waking reality and carries waking reality with itself into the dream realm. The Conscious Mind can override the Subconscious Mind if the Conscious Mind is placed in a situation where it can observe the Future. There is a tendency for the Conscious Mind to interpret the Future based on known events. The Future, however, may include or be brought about by unknown (to the Conscious Mind) Future events and corresponding node points.


The Subconscious Mind needs to be activated as the Higher Self - recognized by the Conscious Mind as such. It then needs to be left alone to perform its function as the Creator of Waking reality. This means not allowing the Conscious Mind to interfere through criticism or micro-managing. No second guessing!

A positive optimistic attitude works best.

The switch must be made in placing the subconscious Higher Self in charge of waking reality rather than the Conscious Mind. You have to give the subconscious Higher Self permission to do what it needs to do, and then stay out of its way.

The Conscious Mind handles short term solutions that deal with the immediate present. The Higher Self Subconscious Mind handles long term solutions that deal with the Future. You have to stay focused! The Here and Now is the Safe Zone.

Those with Fate prevalent in their lives have more of a Path to follow than those born with a vast amount of free will or Destiny.

When you subject the psyche to a lot of stress, something happens. It is not magic, it is the body defending itself through an act of withdrawal. This offers the Mind an opportunity to have an encounter with itself.


You can't get stuck in the wonderment of Psychic Ability or be impressed with the Clairvoyant tricks you can do. You must relinquish that realm to the awakened Higher Self and return the Conscious Mind to waking reality.


Sunday, April 25, 2010

Gallery McGoffin / Marlene McGoffin Batiks

Hassan invites you to join the Facebook group "Marlene McGoffin ( Gallery McGoffin".

To see more details and confirm this group invitation, follow the link below:

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Multi-Dimensions in Simulated Reality

"We are immersed in our learning of Four dimensions and are slowly becoming aware of a Fifth."


Here I will introduce new terms for our discussions.

Outside Reality and Inside Reality. Between the two is a gray area in which neither reality functions. We will call this gray non-functioning area the Void or Chaotic Nothingness. It is in constant flux, or motion, and has the Potential to become or to clump and adhere together in the formation of a Realm.

Let's take apart a dream. A dream is a simulated reality, it is a Realm. Inside the dream is Inside Reality. Outside the dream, in the physical world, is Outside Reality. Everything inside the dream is created inside the dream. The raw material for the dream - memories and external sensory stimuli - is processed and becomes the 'stuff' of the dream. The processing happens in that gray area that is neither the waking reality nor the dream reality. It is both and neither at once. Dreams do not function properly here, neither does waking reality. Yet the observer must pass through it to travel from one realm, or inclusive reality, to the other. In this gray area, everything of the Observer is stripped away except for a Sense of Presence that is carried across the threshold and into the realms. The Dream Self stays in the dream. The Other Self (of which we can know nothing) remains Outside Reality. The Sense of Presence is Awareness. Knowledge, or that which we can know, is made from the action of the Consciousness. The two of these working together form the Mind - a Sense of Presence with Knowledge of itself and its surroundings.

The Sense of Presence travels Outside and Inside Reality. This leads to a Divine Entanglement of Outside Reality and Inside Reality due to the window or the gate created by the Sense of Presence as it travels from one to the other. This Entangled Reality travels with the Sense of Presence but in a Potential State of Being, a dormant state of Existence which does not function in the Destination Reality or in the Consciousness. Many within the simulation or Inside Reality sense this entanglement and name it God, or Brahma and such. Some take it a bit further and suggest that the Sense of Presence must be coming from some Outside Reality; much in the same way we exist outside our dreams as well as inside them, but in an altered state of Perception or reception that does not allow it or us to function in both simultaneously.

The Sense of Presence is limited to one or the other. It is a focal point, not the entire entity which may have an existence both Outside and Inside Reality. Our focal point, the Sense of Presence, is what determines Inside and Outside Reality as far as we're concerned. Whichever one we focus upon is Inside Reality, that which we ignore is Outside Reality. The Consciousness is concerned with designations of Inside and Outside. The Sense of Presence has an Awareness of both Realities but can only 'know' what the Consciousness knows. The Consciousness becomes entangled with whatever Reality is focused upon, names it Inside Reality and ignores the other as Outside Reality. It takes its cue from Awareness.


"I don't think we're concerned whether this is a simulated reality or not. What we want to do is have more internal control over how it manifests. If we want to leave, we will simply die."


This is not a computer-based simulation, it is an awareness-based simulation. Awareness is the generator.

Awareness is not "in" us - we are appearing "in" Awareness. This is just like a dream in which we mistakenly identify only with a character in the dream rather than with the dreamer who is having the dream.

Awareness is the 'sense of presence' necessary for observing a simulation from within. That makes it a window to the outside, a Gate.


Simulation as Translation -
We have been taught that Matter is reality. What if it is not? What if a simulated reality was needed in order for the Mind to experience Matter?

What we call simulated could also be an adaptation so that we can experience an environment foreign to us. Perhaps it is not as fluid and variable as we may think. Perhaps it is a distillation which we play back after processing - a static, unchangeable sample, an extraction, a slice of outside reality that we slow down and separate into parts for study. We could be self-aware probes.



"If we do indeed exist within a simulated reality there are two possibilities. The first is that we exist within a simulation where all events have been decided and we are merely following a pre-determined series of these events. The second is that the reality in which we exist is composed of complex algorithms and equations which allow us to think for ourselves and let us evolve as the program runs its course. In the latter it is probable that the entity which is controlling or overseeing the program does not know what will happen in our reality."

Or it could be a combination of the two, a third possibility: a predetermined series of events in which the thinking process is left open-ended. A controlled experiment in the development and operation of the Consciousness.

Free Will / A Sense of Choice -
Free will would be easy to fake. The requirement is a sense of choice, not actual choice. One path with a sense, or Illusion, that there were many available.

Precognition -
Not every event would need to be predetermined, just enough of them to keep the simulation moving in a certain direction. These node points, being part of the simulated reality, could be sensed from within the simulation as being the Future.

Sample Points -
Certain entities within the joint simulation / consciousness experiment would be sample points. These entities would be the ones most likely to be affected by Divine Entanglement, develop an awareness of a connection with the outside, and the ones Inside Reality most likely to sense the simulation's 'unreality'.

Clairvoyance. Look but don't Touch -
Depending on the type of connection, it may not be completely severable, making it a two-way gate.

The Dreamer Dreamed, the Observer Observed -
There are two parts to a simulation. The simulation itself and the observer of the simulation, the one immersed in it but not a part of it. Like in a dream, there is the dreamer and the creations that exist within the dream as a part of the dream. The dreamer is immersed in the dream but is not a part of it. The dreamer may wake up inside the dream, but the dreamed people never will, at least so far they haven't. I have not yet had a dreamed person look at me from inside the dream and say, "This isn't real!"

It is not quite accurate, however, to say that the dreamer is not part of the dream because they are, but they are related to it in a special way, being both creator and observer. Within the dream they are the Observer; outside the dream, they are the Creator. Sometimes the Creator side awakens inside the creation and realizes it as such.

It may be an inevitable part of a simulation that given enough experience and awareness of the simulated reality, the observer "wakes" up while still inside it; much like a lucid dreamer can wake up inside a dream and know the experience as a dream state without a disruption to the flow of the dream.

Lucid Dream -
The creator wakes up inside the creation and is able to identify the created counterpart within the creation as distinct (though not separate) from the other parts of the creation and as itself.


Monday, April 19, 2010


With 2012 coming, I want to go on record...

Arrival -

I have this dream in which there are two moons in the eastern sky. The sun is low in the west, the real moon is about 30 to 40 degrees above the horizon. At the east-northeast position at about the same degree above the horizon is a second moon. Both moons are 3/4 moons and look like reflections of each other.

I keep staring at the sky as it gets darker and soon thereafter the space-people arrive as points of light resembling stars. (I call them the space-people) There are two groups of these lights that appear like constellations directly overhead. At first they move in group formations then they separate and move independently. One group is towards the red end of the spectrum and comes out of the west. The other group is towards the blue end of the spectrum and comes out of the east.

Cruising -

If they see us as they are passing overhead, they pick us up. (although I have never seen this done myself, it is understood in that dream sort of way) If they do not see you, they leave you alone. So stay away from open doors or windows or get under something if they pass overhead. They tend to fly low, very low.

Bombing Runs -

I have also seen the space-people do a coordinated bombing run in which they line up and traverse from the west dropping explosive devices every several hundred yards. Sometimes these bombs do not explode but simply sit in the destroyed remains of the house it fell upon. These bombs are huge elongated capsules - maybe 30 feet in length. It does not seem they are targeting humans with these bombs.

I haven't had this dream for a while.


Wednesday, April 14, 2010

The Problem with Precognition

When the conscious mind fragments due to over or under stimulation - when the system overloads due to an extreme excess or an extreme lack of sensation, there is a separation of the self-identification into Creator of experience and Observer of experience.

The Observer creates an experience of intimate association with a sensed yet mysterious "presence".

The conscious mind as Observer is able to experience the sub-conscious mind as the creator of another kind of experience and names it 'God' or 'Spirit' or 'Divine Other'.

For as long as the separation persists the conscious mind plays the role of 'Seeker' seeking after an explanation for the sensed presence. When there is reintegration of the separate selves, the seeking ceases and the experience becomes a vague memory.

The conscious mind views the sub-conscious counterpart as quite separate and valid, real to the point that overt communication flourishes.

The sub-conscious mind becomes the Higher Self and who is to say that it is not truly God or at least God's divine portal?

Freed of the concerns that preoccupy the conscious mind, the sub-conscious can discern 'truth'.

The trouble with lucid dreaming is that the conscious mind will try to interpret what it is being shown instead of just observing.

On Seeing the Future -

Precognition is the universal mind taking a snapshot of the present moment and making a running a best guess scenario (some might say prediction) of what is least likely (i)not(i) to happen.

Precognition drops the insignificant.

Node Points -

Node Points are instances of Fate. The future can be seen if there is a node point in place. A person with a lot of direct Fate operating in their lifetime will be able to have these points observed by a sensitive of sufficient ability. Someone without a lot of direct Fate operating along their life line will not be able to have their Future seen because Destiny - personal choice, free will - is at work and therefore the Future is more of a variable than an immutable fact.

The path between node points is a person's Destiny. It is open to variance. This is where free will comes into play.

The events supporting the node points are inevitable and free will is limited in the expression and occurrence of those events. They must happen. Events between node points that have nothing o do with the occurrence of these fated events are free to be altered by choice. What you have for breakfast will not matter unless it supports or interferes with a node point. Then your choice will be predetermined by Fate and is unchangeable.

Peripheral Involvement -

Node Points drive life forward and connect certain people together. Node Points and these connections form a web or a fabric to life's expression. Node Points can be seen by anyone with sufficient ability whether or not the node point has anything to do with them directly or personally. Because of this, node points can be avoided. But only by those who are not directly affected by them, whose node points they are not!

The Titanic Example -

Some people can change their destiny by avoiding a fated event. They see something that does not directly involve them. That is why certain people are able to see the future, and alter their plans to avoid it. They can exercise their free will to not include the particular node point in their life line.

If, however, the node point is part their Fate, even actions taken to avoid its occurrence only moves them towards it.

It becomes necessary to observe the perspective by which the future event is observed. Does the node point present itself in the first person or from a third person point of view? Are you participant or observer?

Attempts at Warning -

In either case, you will not receive enough information to prevent the incident from taking place. Your involvement might actually bring the event closer. Your attempts at warning would then be Fated.


There are two kinds of Future, the Foreseeable Future and the Unforeseeable Future. The Foreseeable Future is Fate. Anyone with sufficient ability can see it.

The Unforeseeable Future is Destiny. It is in constant flux and is unpredictable due to free will of the participants.

Some people only have two points of Fate. They are born and they die. Everything in between is free will. The less one's actions and choices influence or have an affect on others, the more free will they have in their decisions. The more one's actions and choices influence or have an affect on others, the less free will they have in their choices. The situation can reach a point with a person whose life is extremely fated, that they have no choice - no free will at all - in their actions. They then become observers and fulfill their roles as such.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

An'Qarin PrayerBook

The An'Qarin PrayerBook is now in print.

ISBN 978-0-9844322-0-2


The AQPB in paperback book format


26 years of research into the nature of reality and existence has resulted in a survival manual for angels, avatars, and other divine intermediaries.


Excerpted Introduction:

The modabid - From Mystical Experience to Mystical Text

Sometimes it becomes necessary for God to intercede in human
affairs. Perhaps things have veered too far from the plan or perhaps it is
simply time for a new level of understanding to come about. Whatever
motivates God is not clear, but the messenger sent is in the form of
angels, avatars, and modabids; each of which have a special function
as an expression of God’s will. These beings have a certain difficulty in
that they have a foot in both worlds yet truly and completely belong
to neither. The divine intermediary is always the same entity but in
different guises depending on the time and the circumstances into
which it is made to manifest. It is the will of God expressed through
many a different ‘Self ’ or persona (some might even say ‘Soul’).

An observer presence displaces an essential something of the
dimension it is observing; thus the environment is changed by the
observer presence and is no longer as it was. Divinity cannot enter
the realms of its creations without dissolving the Illusion that sustains
and contains them. God observing Illusion displaces the illusory
environment and Illusion becomes the One-ness of Being. All things
become one thing. Distinctions of separation and individuality dissolve.
Dimensions and Planes collapse into nothingness. An intermediary
device therefore becomes necessary when Divinity desires direct contact
with any of its creations.

The modabids remember being in God’s presence and miss it dearly.
Yet they find themselves in the presence of humans whose behavior
and psychology they do not understand. The actions and motives of
humans are confusing to them. These messengers from God want only
to accomplish the mission and return to God’s company.

Divine intermediaries must conform to the era and are not
allowed to introduce new knowledge even though they can clarify
the established knowledge in such a way that it yields new learning
opportunities. In order to better survive the ordeal and to comfort
themselves, the modabids have taken to keeping a type of journal or a
prayerbook which serves as a reminder, a caution and a kind of survival
manual. The prayerbook is a compendium, a book of many voices, with
each modabid adding a bit as it revisits the earthly realm in fulfillment
of God’s will.

Modabids have been granted the special ability to clean up
knowledge that has been misinterpreted or misunderstood whether
by deliberate intent or through accidental loss. The modabid can be a
person, a piece of writing, a dream state, or a momentary state of mind.
Essentially, a modabid is an expression of God’s will. The state of being
that a modabid expresses can last a mere moment or it can last a lifetime, or for very much longer as in the case of Hidden Texts. The book itself , for instance, claims to be a modabid.

An’Qarin PrayerBook - The Book of Many Voices

In the An’Qarin PrayerBook, one of the Voices early on makes a
statement regarding the will of God in connection with him or her
self, and cautions against confusing the two as being one and the same
- even though they are. Each time the topic changes or has a chapter
heading, it is a different Voice speaking. In reality, however, it is the
same modabid at various moments in its collective experience giving
advise and reassurance to a future counterpart. The modabids have
found a way to encode hidden messages woven into text so that future
modabids do not have to start from scratch when they re-incarnate
or are manifested anew from God’s will in the accomplishment of yet
another divine mission - only to find themselves lost, confused and
inexplicably alone.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

The Dreamer Dreaming

This is a misunderstanding. This is the Dreamer dreaming. Some of you have awakened inside the dream. This was not supposed to happen. You are not insane, and yes, there are inconsistencies within the dream. But having awakened, you are now engaged upon a search for Truth. The truth is, this never happened, never will happen, never has happened. It is a dream. The One is dreaming it is not One. The dream, the awakening, and the subsequent striving for Truth, are all taking place within the dream. They are Illusions. There is only the One engaged in a dream. The bliss of Enlightenment for instance; how can there be an experience of bliss unless there is a self to have the experience? The bliss is part of the dream. It is an Illusion of separation. It is the One dreaming.

The One now dreams it is a Seeker searching for Truth. It will soon discover that it is the One and that there are no others. There never has been, there never will be, there are no others now. The knowledge exists within the dream. It is there because the Dreamer has awakened inside the dream. Many do not awaken and have no idea that this is a dream. For them it is reality. There are no inconsistencies, no conflicts to resolve within their experience of Life. That is reserved for the Seeker.

In the end the Seeker will come to the conclusion that there is only the One. The One is not aware of us here within the dream unless it awakens within the dream to discover the mystery and confusion of multplicity. The Seeker is the One awakened within the dream and searching for itself. There can be no resolution within the dream, only knowledge that the dream is Illusory. Nevertheless, having awakened, there can be no sleep, and the Seeker must wander in search for answers to a question that is best not asked.

Do not pity those who have not awakened. They do not need to be awakened to the Truth. They are the Dreamer dreaming, just as we who have awakened are the Dreamer dreaming. There is only the One - whether we have awakened or not; and none of us exist outside the dream.